endless

been trying
to fly away on the sound of waters
rolling in amidst voices that keep buzzing within.
shallow glowing of white light
lines converging where your image now stands,
your smile like a
butterfly with broken wings
sleeping on the broken flowers
left behind to wait in the wilderness
where a shadow burns
as calm insanity rages within a painted face
of the shipwrecked friend, unknown dreamer of nightmares.
fleeing from reason
dying to be able to dream again and
the laughter still echoes in your eyes with
friutful memories of all the doors you left open behind
to walk back in other seasons to find the garden
still there waiting in a life unkind.